A Guest Artist Post
by Brenda Smoak
Knowing . . . a profound, deep knowing continually flows
through me. It is not easy to define or explain yet it is there, as sure as my
next blink. A knowing so intense that the mere thought of you made it nearly
impossible for me to catch my breath.
Yes, I was a dreamer, or as
you so finely said, ‘A weaver of impossible
possibilities and what if’s’. You saw the dreamer in me and begged me to give
myself to you. Trusting you, I took a
chance and shared my deepest secrets. You
devoured them, as you did me, and we melted into a dream-filled boat that
carried us over challenging seas.
Ever so gingerly, we cultivated
deep love, understanding and respect as we tended to and nurtured our rose-colored
garden. Time passed and we continued living our respective lives, mastering our
craft, choosing other lovers, yet always knowing there was an unspoken bond
calling us back together again.
I awoke years later to find I
had blinked and you were gone. But wait! I was the dreamer and you were my
dream. Many summers and winters came, ships passed, and still I dreaded the
night, refusing to allow myself the luxury to dream again.
Then one recent morning I
awoke to find that as I blinked the sleep away, I noticed my wounds had healed and
the beautiful rose-colored garden, once parched and forgotten, is bursting with
new impossible possibilities and ‘what
if’s’.
I am a dreamer and you were
once my dream.
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This is a mixed media collage
based on the RubberMoon stamp #417 (Dreamer) which reads: “When
I was a dreamer and you were my dream”. The moment I saw that stamp, I instantly
knew what to do with it. It pulled together all the words that had been wandering
around in my head for so long and this piece came together easily.
My hope is that this collage theme
is universal and you can relate to the quote whether it resonates as a lost love,
a new-found joy, or a deep knowing and understanding that you are on the right
path.
In addition to the RubberMoon stamp, I
used:
Liquitex acrylic paints,
Ranger acid-free pearl mica powders,
Derwent Inktense watercolor chalk blocks,
Archival India ink,
handmade paper, a photography print and torn up letters to create this collage.
Liquitex acrylic paints,
Ranger acid-free pearl mica powders,
Derwent Inktense watercolor chalk blocks,
Archival India ink,
handmade paper, a photography print and torn up letters to create this collage.
You can check out more of my
stories and other artist’s stories on my blog at Artists Tell Their Stories.
Thanks for reading my post today.
Blessings and may all your
dreams be fulfilled!
Brenda



































